I have taken inspiration from a post from one of my favorite blogs A complete Waste Of Makeup by Neely. I love her blog and she did a post today about what she wished she could say and I felt like I wanted to write one as well. So here it goes
I wish I could say:
that although there are people in my life that I want to forgive I know that I never will be able to.
that I am more sensitive than a lot of people and they should take that into consideration before saying hurtful things
please don’t judge my recovery, unless you’ve had a stroke at 25 and been in my shoes you have no idea how you would handle it
that even though I may parent my way and you your own way doesn’t make either of us the better mom.
that people’s actions and words hurt me a lot more than I let on.
just how much I miss having my grandpa around, and how much he meant to me, without burdening other people with my grieve.
that although I know I need to lose some weight I just really am not at a point where it’s a priority right now.
that I have a hard time trusting people because I’ve been hurt too many times.
that I know exactly what I want to do with my life but I don’t.