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So I haven’t been around a lot lately. January we had the sickies in our home. Cough, colds, allergies. Not a lot of fun. It seems to have passed so that’s a good thing but it was hard to find motivation when my head was pounding from sinus pressure and the kiddo needed me to make her feel better.
Then the beginning of February is a hard time of year for me. I had my stroke on February 2 of 2010 so around the anniversary date that event plays on my mind a lot. I get sullen and reflective. It’s just a rough time of year for me. This year seems to be hitting me pretty hard and I’ve been in a funk the last week or two. I’m ready for things to start getting better and to start looking up. I have a lot of ideas in my head and now that my health is better, once I can get my mind and emotions on track I can start putting things in motion. I’m trying to draw on my strength right now. I know I’m strong. I survived the last four years and have made a life for myself through everything I went through. The pain, the disappointment, the fear, the grief of losing who I was. I need to remember that I am stronger than I think and start getting my life even more together.
So that’s why I disappeared for a bit. Hopefully I’m getting back into things and will be doing better.